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Our first meeting |
I will never forget our first meeting. Looking down on her in the pen was heartbreaking. She was so small and emaciated. Because of her longer guard hairs you couldn't see the boniness of her body but you could feel each vertebrae, each rib, hip bones and collar bones. She ran around and around the pen trying to avoid us but there was no where to hide. I asked if I could go in and I walked in and sat down with my back against the wall and just waited. She paced and did everything in her power to get as far from me as she could. I just waited and eventually she was curious enough to smell me, then let me touch her head and stroke her back. My hand could feel every vertebrae down her spine and she'd flinch when I'd touch her. I wanted to cry. I knew we had to take her home and care for her. She came home on December 6 and we installed her directly into the outside doghouse set up with a heat lamp. She stayed outside in the doghouse; firstly, to make sure she wasn't carrying any contagious diseases and secondly, we weren't sure how she'd respond to a loud, bustling household. She seemed to appreciate being in the doghouse and would run inside whenever anyone approached. I spent hours inside the doghouse, (it's big!), petting, brushing, trimming nails, cleaning ears, talking. I was allowed to do whatever I needed to do to her for her care and she laid stone still, hardly moving. She rarely even looked directly at me but always laid in the corner of the doghouse, probably hoping I'd go away quickly and not torture her. She was so thin, when I sat quietly, you could hear her heart beating from three feet away.
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It took three baths to finally clear away all the hard manure caked in her fur especially around her neck and down her tail, but the smell did not improve until summer when she went swimming regularly. She had health problems in the beginning and has come through them all. She was spayed as a requirement for us to adopt her as no one was sure whether these dogs had been line bred nor how healthy, psychologically, the pups would be and most importantly, none of these dogs were physically well enough to carry healthy pups. When we got Gracie we were told she was approximately 18 months old but just watching her I knew she was probably only 8 months old. When she was taken in to be spayed the vet agreed she was likely 7-9 months old due to her immature uterus and it was evident she had not had a heat yet.
Gracie's first introduction to Hope, our Golden Retriever/Lab did not go very well which was my fault. Gracie was in her doghouse and Hope just "popped in" to say Hi! Gracie made the strangest sounds I've ever heard so I quickly hauled Hope out and kept them apart until the next day. I had been walking Hope and had her on a leash, as we approached the doghouse Gracie came out and Hope and she were able to meet properly and they hit it off immediately. Hope became a therapy dog for Gracie. They played and wrestled and ran together. If I needed Gracie to come out of her doghouse I just brought Hope with me and Gracie would come right out to her. Without Hope, we had to drag her out of the doghouse which wasn't very good at breaking down the walls of mistrust.
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Gracie's health is good now. She is still under her ideal weight at 52 pounds but she is shiny-coated and can run like the wind. She loves to fetch and play tug-o-war with Hope. She will be playful with me, at times, and will wag her tail sometimes. I have finally got a kiss on the cheek, this past Friday, November 25, 2011, when I was giving her a bath. :-) She is learning "sit" and "stay" and has gotten fairly proficient at it. She is very wary of strangers and still barks and bristles at the boys but they are no longer feeling threatened by her and her barking is getting less ferocious. She has finally made eye contact without fear. I have officially started to train her and when we go to the pasture for time together she will make direct eye contact and wait with anticipation, instead of cowering fear, for what I will ask of her. She is not a perfect dog and we still struggle with housebreaking issues and her barking at people and not coming when she should but when I look back at her progress I keep the hope that she will continue to "become".
When we first brought her in the house to live, last February, she would hide in the dark corner of the bathroom, by the toilet, or in the portable kennel in the laundry room or any dark corner, and stay there for hours unless we took her out to go to the bathroom. Now she follows me all over the house, never hides in the bathroom. We took down the kennel because she wasn't hiding in it anymore and she will join us in the family room, when we watch a movie, and is presently laying, on her side, sleeping under the computer desk while I type this. I'm not sure she will ever be a happy, relaxed, friendly Shepherd with everyone, but she is healthy, loved and safe and we work forward continually.
We celebrate Gracies birthday on June 21 as that's the day we were officially granted the right to be her adopted family. She is no longer referred to as #19 at the vet's office and her file is in our family file with the rest of our furry family members.
Happy Anniversary Gracie! |